MD Arts Day

February 9, 2012
Today I drove to Annapolis and attended MD Arts Day organized by Maryland Citizens for the Arts. I didn't know what to expect having never attended before. What I found was a day full of people that LOVE what they do and care about promoting and sustaining creativity in the world. It was an inspiring day and made me feel that it is possible to work within the world as it exists AND move toward the world as it could be, a world where equity, care, empathy, compassion and love are the values that the systems of society are based on.

A bit about the politics of the day (never have I been so involved in the political system as the past two weeks when I have served on a jury and gone to Annapolis to talk to our elected representatives). Governor O'Malley has proposed a budget that would provide level funding for the arts, meaning that the amount received would be the same as last year (not great, but not bad in this economic climate). Maryland Citizens for the Arts were organizing arts advocates to encourage our Senators and Representatives in the House to support this budget. They were also advocating for politicians to say NO to BRFA, the Budget Reconciliation and Financing Act that would remove the Art Council's mandated increase for fiscal year 2013 and freeze it until 2017. If you are a supporter of the arts in Maryland call your representatives and tell them to support level funding for the arts and say no to BRFA.

Bashi Rose was the keynote speaker at the event and spoke eloquently about his experience as a black artist from Baltimore and how important the arts are to our humanity. Early on he recited a James Baldwin quote, "Artists are here to disturb the peace." He was generous in sharing his story. He made connections between resistance, spirituality and art.

Arts are what keep us human. 
Love is the purpose for doing. 
The arts communicate stories.

These things I wrote down as Bashi Rose spoke. These things I believe are true. These things are the things we need to remember as we proceed in the world. Bashi expressed these through his own story, the story of growing up in Baltimore, of Catholic school and college, of working at Everyone's Place Bookstore, of working in prison with Marshall Eddie Conway (former Black Panther Party member currently in prison at Hagerstown), of loving, of family, of the black arts movement and resistance movement. This story is not just an individual's story, it is connected to all of us. It is connected to how we get to this point in our country's history, to how we get to this point of needing funding for arts, of how we get to this point of needing organizations to remind people how to love. And that is often what we need to remember - that there is no purpose without love. Also, that the arts connect us to our pure being and that it is only from this pure being that we can love.

It is always about love, but sometimes it is so difficult to love. Especially at conferences and events where one just sits all day and listens and doesn't have the opportunity to interact. And that brings me to the most pleasantly surprising event of the day. After lunch we were split into four breakout groups. These groups were facilitated in a way that promoted communication and relationship building. People were not just sitting and listening to information, we were interacting with each other, sharing information, learning about and from one another and the conversations had were highly engaging. Jeannie Howe, the Executive Director of the Greater Baltimore Cultural Alliance led the workshop I was in titled "The New Normal(s) in Fundraising" and we had some amazing conversations about what it is like to ask for money, how asking has changed and what some of the conflicts in trying to find money to support our work might be. It was incredibly satisfying and I am glad to be a part of it.

I cannot wait until next MD Arts Day. It is good to know that there are so many working toward a more creative world and that there is a way for us to affect the political process. So call your representatives and let them know that art is important. It is after all what makes love possible.
 

I Am My Father's Daughter

January 31, 2012
The fact that I am my father's daughter has never been questioned. I have always looked enough like him for people to say I took after him and my sister my mom. This year, however, I was given the opportunity to prove this fact in a different way. I sat on my very first jury. My father loves jury duty and I have to say, so do I. It is amazing to be a part of the judicial system, to have a front row seat to a trial and see in it all the complications and conflicts of our law and all of the inc...
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The Words Don't Change

January 28, 2012
Sometimes the words don't change, but the meaning does. Several interesting conversations this week about words, the meaning of words, how meaning changes, how reality changes and the connection between all of these things.

Very aware that stating one's mission effects whether or not someone will understand what you are trying to do and whether they will support you. There are values that drive these words though. If the values behind the words change then so does the meaning even if the words...
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At What Are You An Expert?

January 25, 2012
I facilitated part of a workshop at Baltimore Clayworks this past weekend. I started the session by asking participants what they were an expert at. My stipulation is that everyone is an expert at something. Even youth are experts in their own experience, but more often than not that expertise is ignored, devalued and discredited. I knew that young people were taught not to value their own knowledge, but it surprised me how many of the adults in the room also had an incredibly difficult time ...
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One Thing I Miss About New York

January 22, 2012
New Yorkers know how to deal with snow. With the amount of snow that fell two nights ago, there is no reason that sidewalks should be covered in a solid layer of ice. Not that I should be complaining, the block outside my door is the slickest I have encountered and I have no one to blame but myself. I really don't understand the rest of the city though, unless Baltimore is really where I belong and I fit in so well that I am just one of the many people completely unprepared for any type of wi...
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Coffee Once a Week

January 14, 2012
I like coffee. That said, I am also very sensitive to caffeine. I forget sometimes when I get into the habit of drinking coffee everyday. I was in this habit for most of last year. The year before I had limited my intake and was drinking a lot of decaf. It doesn't taste the same, but it fulfills my desire for coffee without the anxiety of too much caffeine. So at the start of this year I made a resolution to not drink coffee everyday. And so for the last 2 weeks I have been weening myself off...
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Wandering Words (more creatively put together than usual)

January 13, 2012

A friend shared this video with me yesterday: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs

I think it is beautiful. I also think that the stories of Lydia Davis are beautiful. I don't know what these two things have to do with each other, but I think that it is a good time to appreciate beautiful things. Maybe it is the time of year, the air is crisp and clear. I have found a good routine and am happy in my work, both that which I get paid for and that which I don't.

My words ...


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The Ball Drop in Hampden

January 3, 2012
Happy 2012! Somehow I am always glad when one year ends and a new year begins. I guess I like beginnings. At the same time though, there is something really beautiful about the rituals that we bring the new year in with. I spent this year on 34th Street in Baltimore, it is the block that puts up an amazing array of holiday lights, an entire block that does it. It is incredible. Google "Miracle on 34th Street Baltimore" to see some images of the spectacle, but it will not do it justice. If you...
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Joyous Thanks in the Midst of Holiday Stress

December 30, 2011

I had started a blog about failure, but seeing as this is a joyous time of year, I decided to put it on hold until after the holiday season and write something a bit more cheerful. In truth, the holidays stress me, but there are also some beautifully amazing things that happen at this time of year and seeing as it is the end of the year, there are also many things to be grateful for. The things that I am thankful for at the close of 2011 and the beginning of 2012:

  1. All the incredibl...


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Project Idea: 2 Minute Judgement

December 2, 2011
I participated in a training through TASI (The After School Institute) at the end of November. One of the activities we did during the training was to write the story of a youth based on a picture on the wall. In groups we had to create an identity, give them names, hobbies, jobs, educations, friends, etc. We pretty much had to make judgements about who they were in 2 minutes based on the single photograph. I really enjoyed the activity, it definitely addressed some stereotypes that the group...
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